hi lex

matagal-tagal na rin siguro since i opened by husband's friendster account..mga 2 months na nga siguro..ang boring naman kasi ng account niya, wala mashadong happenings..

until na-open ko sha ngayon..and me new message sha..

well yung new message nya actually eh nareceive ko rin..it's from leo, a friend from high school - nangangamusta..what caught my attention eh yung message below leo's message..it's from someone, na hindi ko na ime-mention..

message is dated 09 march..wow, almost a month na..

i'm glad to see you last time at greenbelt with your family. i know you got the best girl you deserve.. and your baby,wow!!! you're a good man, and you surely deserve all the blessings you've been recieving.

ayokong mamintas dahil baka naoverlook lang nya, minsan din naman naro-wrong spell ako..

i still remember that time na nakita nya kame..actually, nagsimba kame nun sa greenbelt bago yung family reunion namen with my relatives from canada..

nakasalubong namen sha and she said hi nga ke lexel..i just nodded at her..

tinanong ko pa si lex kung sino sha, pretending hindi ko na sha matandaan..pero, could i ever forget her? if lex would ever compare me with someone else, i will be always be compared to her..

we were never friends..i know her, malamang she knows me naman rin even before lexel..ni hindi kame nag-usap even once..

that day, that moment, i took a close stance at lex' reaction..wala, normal..ewan ko kung totoo ba yun or what..

a lot of times he told me na to stop myself from worrying about her or any other girl..kasi wala naman talaga..

ewan ko ba..nadadala ko sa bahay ang attitude ko sa trabaho..pro-active..hassle..

kahit sinong kilala si lex (matagal or hindi), sasabihin na he's not the type na manloloko..he's always serious, always reasonable..trabaho-house lang sha..hindi nga sha madalas sumama sa barkada nya..everytime na magbabasketball sha, sinasabi pa nya sakin ang time kung kelan magsta-start, mage-end, and what time sha makakauwi..lagi pa yung scheduled ha, nasabi na nya before..

ako nga lagi on-the-spot ang pagpapaalam eh..pero not even once na hindi nya ko pinayagan..madalas nga, sinusundo pa nya ko..

ewan ko ba..siguro nature lang talaga ng babae na magselos..kahit sino namang babae siguro na makakita ng message from a person who had been significant once-upon-a-time sa asawa mo, hindi ka ba mamove kahit konti???or siguro, ako humahanap lang ng spice sa relationship namen..would you believe na minsan nagco-come up lang ako ng something para mag-argue kame? baliw na kung baliw..

hay nahu..ang hilig ko kasing makinig sa mga stories ng mga mag-asawang at the verge of separation dahil lang sa third party, ayan tuloy, apektado na ko..

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well..nagresign na sa AET-Tech si lex..lilipat na sha sa AMI Semicon starting 24 April..from UP Dil, malilipat sha sa calamba..no need to worry naman ako kahit na lumipat na kame sa house namen sa imus dahil yung shuttle nila eh sa sucat ang pick-up so mahahatid pa rin nya ko..and since me shuttle, he doesn't need to drive na..hehe..tipid sa gas..